Choices to make it through!

crap my way to credibility

Praise my God, i made it through 27 September, Saturday to Island Plaza’s Coffee Bean. I was apparently not feeling too good. But i managed to find a good spot to blog. Seemingly quiet and comfortable.

Today i’m trying hard to avoid stress as much as possible. I left my house around 1 pm ( to avoid workers fixing my TV ) to be at my usual blogging place. But today i was quite affected for me. First there was this irritating waitress and there goes another super annoying new acquaintance, from KL. For privacy sake its never good to name and shame. I deleted his Facebook friend’s request. He appeared sincere and well-mannered at first, but its good that his true colors came out quick. I dislike that KL guy because he is irritatingly pushy, like to give stupid and immature, unneeded, stupid comments, and judge me on my…

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Choices to make it through!

Praise my God, i made it through 27 September, Saturday to Island Plaza’s Coffee Bean. I was apparently not feeling too good. But i managed to find a good spot to blog. Seemingly quiet and comfortable.

Today i’m trying hard to avoid stress as much as possible. I left my house around 1 pm ( to avoid workers fixing my TV ) to be at my usual blogging place. But today i was quite affected for me. First there was this irritating waitress and there goes another super annoying new acquaintance, from KL. For privacy sake its never good to name and shame. I deleted his Facebook friend’s request. He appeared sincere and well-mannered at first, but its good that his true colors came out quick. I dislike that KL guy because he is irritatingly pushy, like to give stupid and immature, unneeded, stupid comments, and judge me on my character on how to behave…that i should just be myself…( such an asshole should go fuck himself)..am i not being myself??come on you gotta be kidding me!….i will never understand why society is structured in a way that most people like and tend to judge, make comments, say things that they feel they have the rights to comment on others, yes, when they themselves are so shitty and ugly…still wanna act fake gentleman. These people would not care how they will make people feel…funny is he knows it and tells me exactly what he is doing…indeed he is explaining and justifying himself. Really one piece shit of asshole. Okay, better enough of negativism power and aura, affected…its making me feeling tired….but i would never understand why….perhaps this world is a crazy world with lots of crazy people suffering from mental healths problems…so feeling like puke and so disgusted! Note to myself: Be careful not to get affected anymore and i am on my way of recovery from all poisons, toxins, contaminations , filthiness, ugliness and corruptions energy from negativism i encounter in my life. =) =)

Note to myself from a song from the car ( of course not that time in KL with that idiotic lady pastor)- that i have choices, power to choose to give away my power in anger or move on graciously and handle it well without denying emotions or pushing it away.

Back to Usual Sanity of Blogging

AAARRGGGHGHGH, I have stopped blogging since 16 of September..Its truly a great honor to be back continue writing after 10 days..i could have be the next JK Rowling hehehehe…i don’t know what will comes up…nevertheless i will just harness this skill! Much thanks to a toastmaster friend named FuYong who inspired me to take actions in blogging. I had this awesome idea since before his speech, his speech just make me to take action strongly in excitement. Great to have great minds think alike! =)

And my crazy brother who mentioned he noticed me stopped blogging (for 10 days) since his suscription…..

And now i am blogging at The Eatery, the superbly-beautiful environment, with me owning the privacy of the whole cafe….inside Penang Sheraton 4 points..with beautiful jazz music playing, with tourists walking around, some are swimming in the pool, with the sound of seas breeze splashing towards the sandy beach…….i can’t help but to think of my second upcoming writing class work related to writing of blue turquoise oceans, with sandy beaches, another remake of the film ” The Impossible”.

Okay….now is 5.09 in the evening….i shall sit and blog until around 7pm i guess…..then i will as usual, go buy food and back to home…and my day will end soon…..bwahahahahaha can’t help to think the thought of these….i used to tell my brother that my life is about buying groceries……..how can life be so pathetic? I used to bump into my ministry FatherHeart Friends 7 days 7 shots, everyday bumped into them at Island Plaza Shopping mall, until Richard was asking…”Do you live here? Do you?..” Terribly funny….

Trying hard to recall all great memories that i possibly had………………..most of them were with my brother and some very minority truly happy cousins…………………………….

Busy Future Investment.

Its 12.08 in the dark, midnight, 6 more hours to go before the breaking of dawn.

Getting winding down, lazy or sleepy but still do blogging!

Today shall be a busy day, to go visit my monthly dentist visitation at SmileBay…then to pay up for developing and enhancing my writing course at StraitsQuay Enhance….later during night show up at toastmasters to pay up annually membership renewal and collect my ticket for a hotel event.

1. Never forgot those good things people has contributed in life-no matter what ignorance they might have-some are lured/ coned/ apathy/ stupidity/lack of awareness/ just couldn’t care much

2, Who i am today is because of what i did or did not do yesterdays.- partially contributed either positively or negatively by people around………………..

Blogging Through Difficulties and Intense Pain inside my heart =)

JUSTICE FOR INJUSTICES.

I’ve been bullied as in verbal abuse =(

Justice? Yes. But i was told, DONT TAKE MATTERS INTO OWN HANDS. IT WILL BACKFIRE!

So, I’ll always believing in Justice.

Because Justice comes from God in Heaven.

God sees everything that happened. God promised nothing in all creation is hidden from his eyes. Everything is lay open before Him and to whom We must give account. Hebrews 4:13